will you ever know?
April 18, 2006don’t you know that things are so great between us? do you have any idea how happy i am when i’m with you? don’t you know that you’re the reason why i feel comforted? why i feel so cared for? do you know how much i yearn to care for you too? do you know how much i appreciate all those things you do for me? do you know that i notice those simple things? do you know how much i love it when you tease me? do you know how thankful i am for having you? do you know how much i love everything about you?

do you know how much i need you? do you know how much i cry for you? do you know that things won’t be the same without someone like you? do you know i’ll never find another you? do you know i’ll have to step away right now? do you know how much it hurts when i have to learn to let you go? do you know how much i don’t want to? do you know that i don’t want to do any of those to you? do you know how painful it is when my my dad said i’ll meet more guys in new zealand? do you know how much anguish he caused me? do you know much i appreciated that comfort you gave me? do you know that i’ll try to let you go but deep inside i really wont? do you know how much i can’t? do you know how scared i am for you? do you know that i don’t care about me because i’ve been dead long ago? do you know how God comforted me through you and Deb and Beks? do you know how much God has blessed me with because of you and them? do you know that He has a plan for both of us? do you know that i’m praying for you? do you ever think that way too?








