pissed.
February 14, 2006i feel so pissed right now. this isn’t my usual mushy posts - i’m sorry. i just feel so damn pissed for all the hard work being depleted in this stupid computer! why the heck did i have to press that stupid damn button!!!!!
what a valentine’s day. a great day ruined by my self centeredness once more. if i had just saved it, none of the negative aura would have ever come. damn. i actually loved this day despite the projects i had to do, even though i didn’t have a valentine (who needs one when we have God?), even though our dance was uber successful, even though i got to talk to you when i was bored when i was procrastinating… despite all the good blessings i got today, HOW COME I FEEL SO DAMN PISSED?!
*sigh* i need to relax. somehow, i felt so relax this morning. when we talked and i cried…you made me smile and laugh again. i need that. where are you now?
what would happen if i need your comfort and you’re not in my reach anymore? i can’t bare that thought.
please don’t let me go…
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